i realized earlier this week that i haven't really cried lately... not that i'm used to crying everyday or that i miss it - but i definitely need random days where i kind of cry my eyes out and the next day everything is okay... so i haven't had one of those in a long time... yesterday i kind of cried a little... and that made me think it's coming soon - i thought that maybe today (which was tomorrow) would be my day to cry and cry... and you kn0w - just the opposite happened... i've laughed a whole lot today - at random stuff, some not-so-random stuff... and just kind of thought funny thoughts in my head during class - and in discussions with people... it's like i've had this attitude where nothing is going to get me down... and i like that... i've snorted an excessive amount today... and it's been nice to feel joy when i thought i was going to have sadness... i'm not sure why i thought i would - but i'm thankful i didn't...
random sentences... i wish i could write normally - today's just random... i'm going to go home and watch gilmore girls, even though it's a rerun - and even that won't get me down!!
oh, oh, i'm walkin' on sunshine and don't it feel good?
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you can usually tell a day in advance when you're going to cry? that's strange...
no... i just thought that i hadn't so i thought it might be coming soon... so i thought, "hey, today might be the day" - plus work is a little stressful - and with school - well, you just never know...
maybe if i were a "crier" i'd be more familiar with it. although i've gotten a lot more used to crying over the last couple years...but it's still not very often at all.
it just hit me that i hadn't in a long time - i don't remember the last time i cried - that doesn't happen with me very often... usually it's every few weeks - and i am kind of in a stage where i think i would be unhappy, but surprisingly am not unhappy at all... i don't guess it makes sense at all - but do i ever REALLY make sense?
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